LexiPumpkin

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shall i? by LexiPumpkin, literature

that stupid feeling by LexiPumpkin, literature

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that stupid feeling

You make me crazy Sending me on this up And down travel You don't even realize I talk to you And my heart's coming up And into my mouth I can't focus You respond And my breathing is coming out Labored as I try to control That panic that you make me feel And I'm giggling And stressed Covering my eyes And trying to hide While trying to figure out What the hell is wrong with me And how I could feel this way again You'll never return the feelings Never think of me In the many ways I think of you And dream of you But at least I have that The dream-you Who comforts me in the night And makes me feel whole If only until I w

changes by LexiPumpkin, literature

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changes

i'm learning now, that change can be good or it can be bad. but change doesn't have to be finite. doesn't have to be the death of something good. i know how i feel. i live in a state of elevated anxiety. the rational part of me believes that i'll never be abadoned. the irrational part tells me that everyone else has abandoned me. just know that i'm here for you. i'll do anything for you. and i know you'll be here for me. i'll try to stop getting up in arms. i'll stop acting like a jealous bitch. i'm not jealous. just scared. very, very scared. change can be good, if we didn't change as a friendship, we've never b

quantification by LexiPumpkin, literature

it's just me, not you, at all by LexiPumpkin, literature

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it's just me, not you, at all

I'm sorry for the way I act, I know it pushes you away. my mind won't stop thinking of the worst. until the anxiety grows and grows, and I feel angry, for no reason. I keep acting irrationally, and keep pushing you away further. it's the last thing I want, I just need someone to understand, that I don't realize what I'm doing until it's far too late. I'm sorry to you too. I act needy, so you've said, and get too easily offended. but you've been there for so long, and I'm just scared, that you'll leave me like the rest, because you don't like the person I've become. I changed too much, need meds to control my brain, and th

cracks like crevasses by LexiPumpkin, literature

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cracks like crevasses

when the sun sets, and dusk falls upon us, there's a blanket that sweeps over you. the rapid pitter-patter of your heart, and we're falling apart, aren't we? this is not the way i wanted it to be, but this happened, and you can't help but choke on the bile of your forgotten innocence. and i really hate you, for everything that you've done and never admitted to. this is our forlorn story, and i can't bring myself to forgive you for all of this. -- i speak like i know what i'm talking about, even if the sting of defeat is looming right over my heart. i push forward and pretend that your prying eyes aren't wrapping around my neck until i choke

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shall i? by LexiPumpkin, literature

that stupid feeling by LexiPumpkin, literature

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that stupid feeling

changes by LexiPumpkin, literature

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changes

quantification by LexiPumpkin, literature

it's just me, not you, at all by LexiPumpkin, literature

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it's just me, not you, at all

cracks like crevasses by LexiPumpkin, literature

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cracks like crevasses

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Sep 19
United States
Deviant for 15 years
She / Her

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I'm simply here to admire others' stunningly amazing works of art, which are in my favorites and I believe you should go view them and give them all the praise they deserve. By far, I add too many things to many favourites. I can't help it... I love everything.

I draw a bit, but not well. I write as well, that's a bit better.

I'm a student studying Psychology, Creative Writing, and Criminal Justice.

I write a rather long, ongoing story. No need to go into a too long description. Understandably, the very beginning isn't as well written. But as time progresses, so does talent. That is all. Read it, please. =] www.misadventuresofalvaandruel…
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